Letting it go........

So I just spent the better part of an hour deleting about 60% of my blog entries. I took out all the boring stuff, the gossipy stuff, and the random stuff. I also took out my bitter rage entries (both of them). The reason that I chose to do that is it's not something that I want to hold onto. I'll still use my blog to vent and say things that I can never say in real life. It's good to get that stuff out. I'm glad that I have given myself this place to do so. I still feel that this is MY place to express what I'm feeling. I still own all my feelings and will not apologize them. I just don't want to hold on to it after it has passed. Anyway, if you ever go back and read from the beginning it might be a little choppy. My only other option was to delete my entire blog and I just don't want to do that yet.

Three magical letters.....L I D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Words can't begin how to express my excitement right now. I feel like the Godfather, there is no request that I could not refuse on this glorious day. My face literally hurts from smiling. If I were capable of getting my ass in the air I'd be doing cartwheels right now. Oh, we are LID as of 6/15/06. What a great date. It's right in the middle and easy to remember. I've been dancing around the office chanting "LID, LID, LID". I'm sure if they ever look at those security tapes someone is going to have a hell of a laugh. I posted signs on everyone's computer with big letters of LID. This really is such a great feeling. My body and mind are tingling with excitement. It's crazy to feel this good without having the munchies later. Homeboy is so getting big time laid tonight! Hell I even want to call his family to deliver the good news. I realize that's his special thing to do not mine. I literally made Mom mark 6/15/06 on her calendar. My grandparents aren't picking up the phone and that kills me. I want to be able to tell them before anyone else gets to. I've emailed everyone, posted on the boards, and called anyone that would pick up the phone. Our LID is something that we are going to remember for the rest of our lives. It's just so amazing right now. I wish that I could share this insane happiness with everyone. I honestly would dig it for everyone that I love to feel this exact same way.

Celebrate good times...Come on!!!!

We are officially DTC!!!! They sent our dossier on Friday the 9th. It got confirmation that it was received at CCAA today. I can't tell you what a great feeling it is. I just want to dance around shaking my butt while singing "We are DTC! We are DTC. We are DTC!". I'm really very positive that we will be LID very soon.

This good news came after a good weekend. Frenchie and I went to the coolest baby store ever. I can't wait for A to come over so that we can baby shop together. We saw Over the Hedge with Shane. That was so damn cute. We were not able to start on the big room swap because Uncle John and family stopped by. I really wanted to start on it all, but seeing Uncle John and Zachary was way better. OMG Zachary is so good looking! The girls are going to be stalking him for sure.

A told Dad that she was going to have a baby. It may have been a week early, but that's a father's day gift that I just can't top. I have no idea what to get him. My dad is a simple guy. He likes guns, war, and Scooby-Doo. I just can't bring myself to purchase anything from those categories.

I know that it is only Monday, but I can't wait for this weekend. We will be going to the CCAI picnic. There will be to many Chinese girls to stalk!! I think that it will be loads of fun. Also, CC and I are going to try and meet up. It feels like I haven't seen her in forever. I'm sure she has loads of stuff to catch me up on and I can't wait to tell her about our DTC news.